How’s it going so far how do you feel like you know the process compares what you expected it is going so great it’s going better than expected um the first night the guys just really blew me away and this week has just gone great so far so i’m really excited about
Today’s day and just getting to know these guys even more we have 10 guys on the date today and today we have an ambulance outside so that’s new but we think we might need it what are you expecting from these guys do you want to see them getting a little aggressive or
Are you kind of looking out for maybe who isn’t so eager to knock out their competition it’s not even about being aggressive or passive it’s about having fun so if you’re good or if you’re terrible that’s irrelevant to me it’s just having fun and being present and
You know maybe helping me out a little bit because i’m not so good have we skated early before or is this first time for you too it triggers me to be back on skates the last time i was roller skating was one of my birthdays when i was young
Maybe like eight years old and i broke my arm at the superscape so this is the first time back so i’m conquering a beer and these guys are probably getting new fears they might end up with a broken arm but it’s fine yeah they might end up with a
Broken arm and tonight at the cocktail party i might be signing cats so it’ll be fun yeah love is not easy and sometimes you get bumps and bruises along the way do you really see your potential husband among these men you know it’s so crazy but i am super excited about
The guys that i have here and definitely it’s so weird to say but yeah i do think that my husband i think my husband could be here yeah it’s so weird i mean that’s what i wanted um and i hoped for but it’s still so surreal that like
There are some people here that always i already have really strong connections with that could i can really see it happening so has hanabi’s had to come out yet are any of these guys having a pool at night long hmm hannah beast may have had to make an appearance already
We’ll see only when necessary only when necessary and so if she made an appearance you know things went down has it kind of altered your view of what the ending of this process could look like for you or is still your main intention bringing your
Finger engaged if i was going to be the bachelorette going in when we had the talks i knew i had to stay firm to who i am and what i want and what i want is unconditional love and wherever that relationship is at the time
At the end of this i’m gonna do do do what’s best for that i’m so hopeful that it’s an engagement and that’s what i want i’m taking this day by day and we’re only in week one so i can’t really say but i know that i have to
Stay true to myself and true to how i feel and what i think the relationship needs You
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